Patience is Genious

This has been the craziest week I've ever had, and i don't know how to explain what i mean when i say it's been good and bad. I guess seeing a family member in so much pain, you finally wake up and realize that he isn't kidding! He's actually hurting! Having Cancer is bad enough, but then to top things off, he is set into emergency surgery. Thursday was an awful day, but at the same time very beneficial. It wasn't great seeing Chad in so much pain, but it helped me have lots of time to think and here encouraging things. I had a great conversation with Chad's friend Lynelle in the lobby, and it just might of been the right things i wanted to hear. It turned out Chad had a perforated ulcer that needed to be patched. It had nothing to so with the cancer, but they got it fixed. He'll be hospitalized for a week.
Lot's of family have come down to see him, and Chad is very thankful, as well am I. Lot's are praying and doing all they can.

Im beginning to think that from all this im growing so much closer to god, because it really stretching my faith to become more then it is, in fact lots of people. God put this in my place, and i have to deal with it. It's sad to say that He is making Chad sick, but Chad knows that he's sick for a reason too... and he'll figure it out eventually.
It's just been a huge turning point for me lately, and it's benefited me in so many different way, and I've really enjoyed all the conversations I've had with everyone, it's painted a clearer picture, and helped calm down about everything.

While sitting in the lobby, a lady comes up to Lynelle and I and offers us a free quote, and mine really applied to me, and it made me smile... it made me feel better.
Something about patience!

And baby, Don't feel bad, your doing everything you can and being as much of a support as everyone else, but i thank you so much for being so concerned, and i wish you could of been here for everything....