In my lifetime i have grown up with my brother, and 9 years older then me... Not that it was a bad things, he was the best brother anyone could have. Of course i was spoiled, but he looked out for me in every single way.... but time after time,
its me looking out for him.
Chad's lived a very rocky road since entering the early age of adult hood. He been trhrough drugs- to testicular cancer and a handfull of other scary events. But deep down, i don't think he regrets any of it. Yes maybe some of the people he hurt, but we all forgave him. And he tried changing in life in so many ways, but it all lead to so many different paths.
Eventually he realized that there was more to life then he thought... and became serching for his purpose.
It's funny, because he looks up to me more then i look up to him. I guess im the big brother figure in his life. Chad is just beginning to live more independantly, and work on living a normal life! But is life just normal? I know that god is making him as sick as he is for some reason... because he does have a purpose here on earth, and he'll figure it out, but it sure brings me closer to god.
It's funny, because he looks up to me more then i look up to him. I guess im the big brother figure in his life. Chad is just beginning to live more independantly, and work on living a normal life! But is life just normal? I know that god is making him as sick as he is for some reason... because he does have a purpose here on earth, and he'll figure it out, but it sure brings me closer to god.
We just found out today that chad has 3 blood clots and 3 tumors, in his lungs and abdomen.
It's a sesult of the testicular cancer he had before, and it's scary. But i'll be praying hard, and god will get us through this... We've all had our share of chad's issues, but im not giving up.
And when he goes through Kimo, i'll be there right behind him, just like a cat.
Even if i have to shave my head, cause i'll do what i have to to support him, we all will.
God bless chad, you'll make it.
Im here for you guys, Kj. I love you.
ReplyDeleteI just love you and your family, because we are all just one family. I am always here for you KJ and for Chad, because you both are brother like figures to me. I will be praying really hard, and i will do whatever it takes to support Chad as well. He will get through this because of the people he loves and how postitive we all are. I love you KJ and Chad. Hang in there
ReplyDelete-Sheridan