Realization

So yesterday i went over to Amy's house to stay over, because we needed some time together. In that time, we opened up to each other so much, that both of us were shaking. It was a the subject of God!
IT first begun with my whole trip, and how each other were feeling about me leaving and stuff, and we got a better idea. I understand it's going to be hard for her, but it's not going to be any easier for me. And then we talked about how much were both going ot change, and that hopefully we can pick up where we left off once I'm home!
But then she brought up, that I'm going to get so close with god, that she won't be able to level up to me, and that i might not be able to handle that.
Then we talked about our faith, and our own way of showing that.
We both shared, and it was emotional and comforting at the same time. We hadn't done that ever to that extent. I was very happy to have that conversation because now together we will grow, and be able to understand each other more often... and because I'm a very spiritual person, it's going to be something in my life all the time, and now we can both share that aspect, with herself too.
It's now something we can both relate too, and freely talk about it.
I really want god to fully work in Amy's life, and as we mine like he already is.
And i hope that will be enough for us in the future.... because it's my life, and the way i live, and no one can take that away.

But then after staying up late talking, Amy gets the Flu, poor girl.