IT IS FINISHED!

Last Couple days have been pretty chill.
Have had some really great classes and just quality time with God.
I love it. I just feel I've changed so much, but in a good way.
I just want to share it.
I'm excited for tomorrow, because it is outreach, and i hope god will do some sweet stuff.
Today we all got in a circle and cried because we talked about our pasts, and the things we find hard to let go, and we just prayed about it after. Danny, one of the team leaders for the Philippines team was talking about it. It wasn't a class, this was our time we spent for our lunch time, because we fast lunch of Wednesdays. Anyways, she explain that,"it is finished" our past is over. Gods giving us the grace and forgiveness to just let it go.
IT IS FINISHED. Listen to those words, IT IS FINISHED. AMEN.
And then i was talking about how i was sick of living a double life, and being two faced sometimes, and sick of being Ashamed. And then god just freed me and it was gone. And Then i laughed, because it utterly the most ridiculous thing ever. WHY WAS I ASHAMED?? Why wouldn't i want to share my fathers love. Yes, people are afraid of the topic, but seriously if god can do exactly what he is doing to me, then i wouldn't want it any other way for anyone... He can do some pretty sweet stuff. Even just talking about it.... it's intense.
I've stepped up in a bunch of places. I love it.

The the girls told me to take some of the guys clothing today, so i hid it in my bag. And then i brought it to them today, and they changed and acted like the guys today, It was halarious.


I'm going home this weekend. I'm excited to see my parents, i miss them. and my Bed, though my bed here is pretty cozy. And i miss Amy, and thinks it will be a good weekend.
Not many people are going to be at the house anyways, because people are going home or visiting people, so it will be lame anyways. There is a Halloween party at some people from lifeForce house on Saturday, but i got plans for Tanya's party.

I know what I'm gonna be. Costless, and fantastic. I'm gonna be a Roman, just wear a sheet as a Toga and make a leaf crown. DONE!